Holding on

It was a long time ago that Will and I met. We have known each other 14 years and it took us five years to get to the point where we openly admitted that we carried a torch for one another. It seems so long ago - a year before Will's stroke he decided that he would give "us" a try.  He was confusing. I wasn't sure how to follow in the dance steps that seemed to have me twirling one minute and on the sidelines another. So when he finally took my hand November 2006 after a symphony concert I was thrilled and scared and wondering- what is this guy thinking?

Now that we are another nine years past that wonderful day when he first took my hand and held my heart with it - I admit we still step on each others toes at times. I still wonder- What is this guy thinking? It has taken years of spinning and missteps and sometimes injured feelings to understand how to make this dance count. To learn how to follow him and make sure he knows where I will go next. But I will tell you one thing for sure - from the moment my man returned home after his stroke I have never sat on the sidelines. He is always there for me. He lets me know how much I mean to him. He loves me more than I deserve I am sure. He is my cheerleader, my best friend and my eternal companion. So I am glad that even though we have a long time to go before we figure each other out and even though life gets in the way - ALL THE TIME! My partner has never once taken his eye off the prize. I am so grateful for such a loving husband and a beautiful family. I love him with everything I am!